Tuesday, May 26, 2009

The Banks Made the Matrix

We are in The Matrix, The Matrix made by the international banks. They power their greed by feeding off of our money. Through engineered economic booms and busts they scoop off our money stealing it right out from under our noses.

"I believe that banking institutions are more dangerous to our liberties than standing armies. If the American people ever allow private banks to control the issue of their currency, first by inflation, then by deflation, the banks and corporations that will grow up around [the banks] will deprive the people of all property until their children wake-up homeless on the continent their fathers conquered. The issuing power should be taken from the banks and restored to the people, to whom it properly belongs." Thomas Jefferson

We don't need no thought control. Through bank owned media institutions they control our thoughts just like in the Matrix. Nothing that challenges The Matrix is allowed to be reported on by the establishment News. Even worse yet, Public Compulsory Schooling teaches what to think, instead of how to think. Through public school we are taught to be yes men, to stand in line, to follow orders. Essential tools needed if The Matrix is going to control masses of people. Public Compulsory Education was a necessary requirement to pave the way for Hitler.

Read A Wrinkle in Time to see the conditioning I am speaking of, the thought control of the masses.

Man can not serve two masters. When children spend so much time in school who becomes their master? The government, the establishmen, not their God fearing, values oriented parents. The Matrix is raising our nations children. Break out of The Matrix, think for your self.

In two hours homeschoolers cover more than the Public School does in a day. With one on one time children learn wonderfully quick.

Public school controls our nations home life by sending home ever more demanding after school homework. Why do you think they send homework home? Two reasons, to fill our home time with their busy work so we do not spend it creating family ties, and teaching moral values. And because they know our home is more effective in training and teaching the children than they are. If we actually are the people teaching our children through homework, then what are our children doing while they are at school?

Our nations children are being Socially Engineered. No I do not want my children socalised in The Matrix. I want children who learn how to think, rather than be conditioned what to do, like Pavlovs dogs.


Monday, May 25, 2009


Something dies inside of a mother when her children die, her unborn children die, or her opportunities to have children die. Maybe it could also be said that something dies inside of a woman when her opportunity to have children die.

Lo, children are an heritage of the LORD:
and the fruit of the womb is his reward.
As arrows are in the hand of a mighty man;
so are children of the youth.
Happy is the man that hath his quiver full of them:
Psalm 127:3-5 (KJV)
Fear of Death

I just did a survey on Facebook "How well do you know Jeanine" in this survey one of my challenge questions was "What am I the most scared of?" The answer was "My children dying" It was interesting to see the answers, every woman that has had a miscarriage or child loss, got this one correct. Every mother who has not experienced child loss got it wrong. Loosing children changes something, something very dramatic in us. A prominent woman I know, and look up to, seems to walk through life with a ting of sadness behind every experience. It hurts me to see it, but the sadness there is the unquenchable kind, that no one can take away, the loss of a young newborn baby. Ah, women it hurts me to discuss, but those of us who have lost a child knows what happens afterwards, the gut wrenching chaos.

Every moment, every decision, every last moment, or first moment, every breath the child took, or did not take, are combed over with a comb finer then an outsider can understand. What are we looking for? Answers. We are trying to comprehend what this means, the loss of an innocent, the loss of a whole entire life, an whole entire undefined potential. We want to know, why did my child die? The very word child is foreign to the word death, the two do not go together. And sadly, we do spend so much time on this last one, we wonder what did I do wrong, what could I do differently.

The loss of a Pearl of Innocent Potential

"No man is an island, entire of itself; every man is a piece of the continent, a part of the main. If a clod be washed away by the sea, Europe is the less, as well as if a promontory were, as well as if a manor of thy friend's or of thine own were: any man's death diminishes me, because I am involved in mankind, and therefore never send to know for whom the bell tolls; it tolls for thee. --John Donne"
Fading, fading, and it is gone. That potential life is gone. Many outsiders may not have even been aware that innocent Pearl of Life existed before it lost its opportunity. The outside eyes that did not discern the Pearl also missed the essential change that overtook the mother at finding the Pearl. Like a strong sweeping change of the seasons, that Pearl of Life caused an unseen transformation in the mother. Looking towards that Pearl the mother sees farther, clearer, and more resound the future, its potential, its path. The mother instinctively knows her whole future is now changed because of this Pearl. She reviews her old plans and rewrites in her new existence, that of being a mother. With that careful detail, that mothers are known for, she evaluates what this change means in the next second, the next minute, hour, day, week, month, year, two years, ten years, twenty years, lifetime. And there it is, woven deep throughout her soul, the change, the lifetime of change that one innocent Pearl brought to her.

Why such a dramatic change for such a little Pearl? Because of its nature, it was a piece of the Divine, with divine potential. The mother quickly learns and finds her mission. Her mission is to take this one little Pearl of potential and help it grow into something divine. When I garden and a seed or a bulb is lost I miss the potential the seed had inside of it. But how more significant is the loss of a Pearl with a divine nature. We search, we want to know, where is that Pearl now? It was transferred, to some new potential, some new existence, that we barely fathom and strain to understand. Up there in the elusive clouds of heaven that Pearl of potential is now a spirit, a spirit with spiritual potential, being cared for and loved by angles. In this we can find peace. Sometimes we may pray that the angles will take care of this little spirit. Sometimes we may send messages up in prayer that we miss the spirit, and are thinking of it. Sometimes we may even find our selves crying out to heaven because we wanted to know this spirit ourselves, we wanted to raise the spirit ourselves, rather then have it be cared for by the angels. And then we feel the calming peace of our Lord telling us that this spirit is in his care, this spirit is in heaven, and we remember that heaven is... well heaven, though unfathomable, heaven.

What did I do wrong?

We start the all inclusive search. We review every detail. Looking for answers, we look to see if we need to learn something from this hard lesson, if something learned might help us prevent this from happening again. If we made a mistake we need to ask Gods help to fix. At some point, if not held in check, we take a turn from a healing path of review to a confusing path of responsibility. If only I had done this, if only I had done that, if only.... We feel responsible and guilty for every little thing that we did not do perfectly. We make our selves believe that if only we had been more perfect we could have prevented such a loss. Maybe we try to conceive again and run through a check list of how to be perfect, checking them off in hopes that a better performance will make a better outcome. But then if we experience loss again we only see more or new flaws with that new loss, and can run through a cycle of perfectionism, blame, and guilt. We can come up with a hundred things we did wrong, and hundred things we could have done better, and trying again compounds the list.


A young lady I know helped to care for a high medical needs baby. I know that she devoted allot of love and attention, time and care to this fragile baby. Eventually this baby scummed to his mortal body and passed away. She sorrowed greatly for a moment shortly before this babies death where she became frustrated with this baby. It has been said that a loss is more bitter when you have regrets, and harder to get over. When death is figured into the calculation small imperfections in ourselves can seem so much more intolerable. We wish we could go back and change our actions, repair the past.

The Judgement of God
"Thou art weighed in the balances, and art found wanting.” —Daniel 5:27
....It was a short conversation I had with Monica that day, a conversation in passing. But what she said that day changed me... She gave a simple rebuttal to one of the most common phrases we hear after a loss. "It must have been meant to be." These words of faith are meant to be comforting to the mother, but so often are not. "Meant to be?" we scream inside "how could such a tragic loss be meant to be?" Monica said that through much prayer and heartache she found a different answer from God. She found that our mortal bodies are weak and frail, that creating life is very complicated, and that the weakness of mortality, of her body has stopped the Lord from blessing her as he would want. He did not plan for her to loose these children, he did not plan for her to have a difficult time conceiving. This was not meant to be, this was an unfortunate consequence of having a mortal and imperfect body.

Meaning well an outsider wants a simple answer, and wants to lend comfort and help. "This must have been meant to be" is such a pretty faith filled package for someone disconnected from the loss. They do not think this statement through to the obvious conclusions and do not mean any offense by it. But there it hangs in the air, like a judgement from God, "This must have been meant to be." Maybe because it is about such a sensitive subject, maybe because we hear it so often, from almost everyone who learns of our loss, for what ever reason... We flip this statement over and over in our minds, looking for those answers, trying to see if this statement does in fact hold the answer it is expected to give.

These are the answers we find in that statement. God meant for this baby to only live for a short time. Which may make us ask why did God mean for this baby to get the short end of the stick. God meant for you to loose this baby. If the miscarriages, or infertility persists then this statement burns in even further... It becomes. God does not mean for you to have children. or God does not mean for you to have any more children. Either way, to an outsider, recovering from these conclusions simply requires faith, faith in the Lord and his plan for us. For the mother this judgement means so much more. In the LDS community with the highest degree of glory involving creating more spiritual children, this statement can be like barring the very glory of heaven from us. In a crazy world where unwed, teenage or drug addicted women have children we may cry to the Lord asking "why would you choose them and not me?"

I find so much more truth in Monica's understanding. This was not meant to be, this was an unfortunate consequence of having a mortal and imperfect body. From there it is easier to build faith in the fact that...
“all things work together for good to them that love God.” (Rom. 8:28)

Monday, May 4, 2009

Best Swine Flu Resources I have found.

The best resource I have found one swine flu is the article Natural Antivirals.  This article is quoted in full text at the bottom of this post
Of all the Maps available to track Swine Flu this on is the best.. Swine Flu Map - Tracking the H1N1 virus
Google search engine trends might be able to track Swine Flu trends.  Look at Google Flu Trends.
I purchased this book a while ago.  It is an all inclusive book that gives great advice on How to Beat the Bird Flu by Truth Publishing.  I figured allot of it applies to the Swine Flu
Antiviral herbal combinations recomended by How to Beat the Bird Flu, in order of recomendation.
  1. Supre ViraGon at BaselineNutritionals.com
  2. Illumination By Amazon Herb
  3. Protector 2000 from DragonHerbs.com
Individual Antiviral Herbs recomended by How to Beat the Bird Flu.
  1. Astragalus*
  2. St. John's Wort*
  3. Licorice
  4. Lemon Balm
  5. Green Tea*
  6. Grape fruit seed extract
  7. Olive leaves
  8. Calendula
  9. Cats Claw or Una de Gato*
*Astragalus, St. John's Wort, Green Tea, Cats Claw or Una de Gato  Are all in bold because they have a double recomendation to be useful against the Swine Flu from both the HTBTBF book and the below listed article.
Based on the article posted below I have changed the recomendations of this book just a little bit. Listed below are my changes and why.
Sambucol is strongly recomended by the HTBTBF book.  But according to the article listed below  Elderberry juice is to be AVOIDED
 because it increases productionof cytokines TNF-a and IL-6.  ...Cytokines are compounds produced by the body s immune system that attack and remove foreign bodies. The problem is that when a foreign body is immune to certain cytokines, the body sees that its immune response is not working and tries even harder, which can lead to what is called a cytokine storm, where the body becomes flooded with these compounds and they eventually destroy the body itself.
Echinacea was removed from the recomended herbs because the article says below it should be AVOIDED also.
Increases production of cytokines TNF-a
and IL-6. Although it is often used for normal flu, research
shows that it may increase the chance of cytokine storms for

Spirulina  is to be AVOIDED  because it...
increases production of cytokine TNF-a.
Chocolate and Honey and Bananas are also foods that should be AVOIDED.
Dairy Products of course should always be AVOIDED when one has a cold or flu.
Home Health Gazette Blog
Natural Antivirals
Submitted by Health Gazette on Thu, 2006-05-11 08:55.
Alternative Medicine

Regular readers know that I have no time for the nonsense
relating to imagined bird-flu pandemics. However. I regarded
the following item of sufficient novelty to be of some
interest. You may judge its merits for yourself.

Research suggests certain natural foods may be as effective
against virus H5N1 as commercial antivirals.

(PRWEB) May 10, 2006 -- A Biology teacher from Australia,
named Stephen Jones, has done extensive research into the
H5N1 virus and compiled a list of natural foods that are
effective against it and listed others that are detrimental.

The list may come as a surprise to many people since foods
such as spirulina and echinacea are listed as detrimental.
This strange occurrence is largely due to the fact that the
virus is immune to 2 cytokines that the body produces (TNF-a
and IL-6). Cytokines are compounds produced by the body s
immune system that attack and remove foreign bodies. The
problem is that when a foreign body is immune to certain
cytokines, the body sees that its immune response is not
working and tries even harder, which can lead to what is
called a cytokine storm, where the body becomes flooded with
these compounds and they eventually destroy the body itself.
Foods such as Echinacea actually stimulate the production of
these specific cytokines; hence consuming it is not a good
idea if one suspects they may have the virus.

During the 1918 Spanish Flu many healthy young people died
from cytokine storms due to their immune systems
overreacting. Consuming foods which suppress the production
of cytokines TNF-a and IL-6 and enhance the production of
the ones that actually are effective against the virus will
aid the patient greatly.

Other foods that create mucous in the respiratory tract,
such as bananas, are also listed as detrimental due to the
fact that the predominant breeding ground of the virus is
the respiratory tract and another way in which a patient may
suffer is due to the body's over production of mucous in
this area.

Folk Medicines and Herbs to use and avoid with Bird Flu

Below is a list of foods that are said to contain
substances that are natural antivirals, immune boosters or
they decrease cytokines TNF-a and IL-6.

Alternative medications that are most likely to help us
during a severe pandemic:

Garlic (allicin) - Very effective antiviral. Best if fresh
(raw) and crushed. Must be consumed within 1 hour of
crushing. Dosage is initially 2 to 3 cloves per day but
later reduce until no body odour occurs. No toxic effects
noted. (Pubmed PMID 9049657)

Vitamin C - Boosts the immune system and is an antiviral by
blocking the enzyme neuraminadase. Viruses need
neuraminadase to reproduce. There are anecdotal stories of
people taking large amounts of Vitamin C (children )
surviving the Spanish Flu. Research shows that it may reduce
the production of cytokines TNF-a and IL-6. A study on 470
people involved giving the test group 1000 mg hourly for 6
hours and then 1000 mg 3 times daily after reporting flu
symptoms. Symptoms decreased by 85%. (Pubmed PMID 10543583,
634178, 16169205, 12876306)

Green Tea (possible Tamiflu/Relenza alternative)- Very
effective antiviral. Also decreases the production of the
cytokine (catechins) TNF-a. Inhibits neuraminidase. May have
antiviral activity that is equal to other antivirals such as
Tamiflu. (Pubmed PMID 16137775)

St Johns Wort (Hypericum) - Very effective antiviral. Also
decreases the production of the cytokine IL-6. Hypericum is
an extract from St John s Wort. There have been some very
successful field trials in commercial flocks infected with
H5N1 in Vietnam. (Pubmed PMID 7857513, 11518071, 11362353,
7857513, 11518071)

Vitamin E - Immune booster. Also decreases the production
of the cytokine TNF-a. (Pubmed PMID 155882360, 10929076)
Experiments involved using mice. Very suitable for immune
compromised people, especially the elderly. Effects enhanced
when taken with Vitamin C.

Apple Juice - Antiviral. Fresh apple juice including the
pulp and skin has greater antiviral activity than heated
commercial apple juice. More research is needed.
Effectiveness on H5N1 is unknown. (Pubmed PMID 32832,

Resveratrol - Antiviral. In addition to inhibiting
neuraminidase, Resveratrol also sends a message to cells to
stop manufacturing viruses. This is a proven antiviral found
naturally in red wine, peanuts, mulberries, Japanese
Knotwood root (richest source), raisins and red grapes.
Resveratrol supplements are relatively inexpensive, are more
stable than wine and is available in liquid form for
absorption in the mouth. No toxic effects noted. (Pubmed
PMID 1583880, 12817628, 15985724)

Scuttellaria (Skullcap) - Antiviral. A herb used as a tea.
It has no side effects and is also a mild tranquilliser.
Research suggests neuraminidase, which is a substance needed
by the H5N1 virus to reproduce, may be inhibited.

Cranberry Juice - Early research shows that it may be an
antiviral, making viruses less able to invade or multiply.
Effectiveness on H5N1 is unknown. (Pubmed PMID15781126)

Cat s Claw (Uncaria tomentosa) - Decreases the production
of the cytokine TNF-a. Also boosts immune system. The number
of white blood cells was significantly increased during
treatment. No toxicity was noted.
Active constituents can be found in the leaves, bark, vine,
and roots. Water extraction from bark used. Children and
pregnant women are to avoid. Has a potentially damaging
effect on the DNA of proliferating cells. (cancers,
foetuses, growing children)

Curcumin (Tumeric Spice) - Decreases the production of the
cytokine TNF-a. This is the yellow compound in turmeric
spice. Research shows that this may be very good for
preventing a cytokine storm although this is not proven.
Must be taken with food or gastritis or peptic ulcers may
occur. Pregnant women and feeding mothers should avoid this.
The medicinal properties of curcurnin cannot be utilised
when used alone due to rapid metabolism in the liver and
intestinal wall. When combined with Piperine found in black
pepper the absorption is increased with no adverse effects.
Obtainable from health stores in tablets, liquid, capsules
already combined with piperine. Dosage is 500mg to 4000mg

Astragalus root (Astragali Radix) - Boosts immune system.
(Pubmed PMID15588652)

Tea tree Steam Inhalation - Reduces the cytokine TNF-a. Add
2 drops of tea tree oil in a bowl of steaming water. Cover
head with a towel and inhale for 5 to 10 minutes. Relieves
congestion and fights infection. Its effectiveness is
unknown. (Pubmed PMID 11131302)

The following substances may be best to avoid during a H5N1

Elderberry juice (Sambucal) - AVOID - Increases production
of cytokines TNF-a and IL-6. This substance is very
effective against the common flu but may not be desirable
for the H5N1 virus. Increases in these cytokines may trigger
a lethal cytokine storm. (Isr Med Journal2002 Nov;4:944-6)

Micro Algae (Chlorella and Spirulina) - AVOID - Increases
production of cytokine TNF-a. (Pubmed PMID 11731916)

Honey - AVOID - Increases production of cytokines TNF-a and
IL-6. (Pubmed PMID12824009)

Chocolate - AVOID - Increases production of cytokines TNF-a
and IL-6. (Pubmed PMID 12885154, PMID 10917928)

Echinacea - AVOID - Increases production of cytokines TNF-a
and IL-6. Although it is often used for normal flu, research
shows that it may increase the chance of cytokine storms for
H5N1. (Pubmed PMID 15556647, 9568541)

Kimchi - AVOID - Increases production of cytokines TNF-a
and IL-6. (Pubmed PMID15630182)

Dairy products & Bananas - AVOID - These foods increase
mucous production.


http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/entrez/ (search using Pubmed ID
number listed after each food)